if home is where the heart is, then we're all just fcked

things havent been all that great lately. there are a lot of things on my plate and im having trouble sorting it all out. i could bitch about it but there's really no use. i have a lot of things that are a priority but i keep getting sidetracked. i need more discipline because discipline breeds success and success breeds hapiness. ergo, more discipline in my life means more hapiness. see it all comes down to math. ok maybe not.

im thinking of quitting my job at dr. newman's office because it's getting to be way too stressful there. the doctors expect me to bring home work with me when i dont really want or need to. it's never a good sign when work won't stay at work and follows you home. it starts to affect other aspects of your life and messes everything up. i need to re-establish the compartmentalization that i had developed early last year. maybe that'll help. in lieu of another job though, ill be picking up more hours at the hospital since i am back on the floors transporting as of this past weekend. i voluntarily gave up my dispatching position since they'll be combining transport and environmental dispatchers and i figured there were other people that needed the job more than i did. on the brighter side i get to see more of the hospital and the new nurses that work there. haha hellooo nurse!

my classes are getting up there in difficulty. did i mention that i hate teachers who cant speak the engrish? the subject matter is difficult enough already for us to have to decipher what theyre saying. my endocrinology prof is from argentina and her english needs major improvement while my cell bio prof is korean, end of story. haha. although im doing pretty well since ive been able to alot study time for those two classes. i need A's in both dammit. im also gonna end up taking summer classes this summer. im taking organic chemistry 1 and 2 during the summer semesters so that i can graduate by next year. bio major with a psych and history minor. that should help with PA school.

ive been working out again and its been great. im getting stronger and better in sports, both confidence boosters. im almost to buff 2006 status. i figure in another month or so, ill be at that same point. although since im older ive noticed that my body doesnt recover as fast as it used to. i find myself taking supplements that i never used to. it's sad but it's a necessity. sportsfest volleyball is almost upon us. i need to step up my training. 2 weeks left to go.

on a more somber note my friend nick tran is in the icu at university hospital due to brain damage from some idiots who were racing and crashed. he was the innocent party and he suffered the greatest injury, while the assholes who were racing are expected to make a full recovery. i hope the judge throws the book at them and puts them away for a long time and that they get sodomized in prison. please include nick in your prayers and pray for him to make a full recovery.